This Is My Infirmity

This psalm does something unusual for Scripture — it lets the writer question God’s own faithfulness out loud, four separate ways in a row, before ever answering a single one of those questions directly.

A study in Psalm 77 · Arthur Baldwin · StandUp4Jesus.Org · 11 min read


My Soul Refused To Be Comforted

“I cried unto God with my voice, even unto God with my voice; and he gave ear unto me. In the day of my trouble I sought the Lord: my sore ran in the night, and ceased not: my soul refused to be comforted.”

Psalm 77:1-2

“My soul refused to be comforted” is a remarkable admission — not simply grief, but grief that would not let itself be talked down, even while the writer was actively seeking God in the middle of it.

“I remembered God, and was troubled: I complained, and my spirit was overwhelmed. Selah. Thou holdest mine eyes waking: I am so troubled that I cannot speak.”

Psalm 77:3-4

Even remembering God brings trouble here rather than relief — a rare and honest detail. Sometimes thinking about God, in the middle of real anguish, does not immediately produce comfort at all.

Will The LORD Cast Off For Ever?

“Will the Lord cast off for ever? and will he be favourable no more? Is his mercy clean gone for ever? doth his promise fail for evermore? Hath God forgotten to be gracious? hath he in anger shut up his tender mercies? Selah.”

Psalm 77:7-9

Four questions in a row, each one testing a different pillar of God’s character — favor, mercy, promise, grace. The writer is not attacking God so much as genuinely checking, one at a time, whether any of these foundations are still standing.

“The psalmist David in his experience had many changes of mind. At times, as he obtained views of God’s will and ways, he was highly exalted. Then as he caught sight of the reverse of God’s mercy and changeless love, everything seemed to be shrouded in a cloud of darkness… He viewed his sin in such a strong light that he exclaimed, ‘Will the Lord cast off for ever? will he be favorable no more?’”

Ellen G. White · The SDA Bible Commentary, vol. 3, p. 1149

White is unusually candid here about the emotional volatility even a man as devoted as David actually experienced — not a steady, unbroken confidence, but genuine swings between exaltation and a darkness that felt, for a time, entirely real.

This Is My Infirmity

“And I said, This is my infirmity: but I will remember the years of the right hand of the most High.”

Psalm 77:10

This verse marks the psalm’s actual turning point, and it is worth noticing exactly what changes: not the circumstances, but the writer’s interpretation of his own despair. He names his doubt as weakness, a distortion of his own making, rather than an accurate reading of God’s true character.

“But as he wept and prayed, he obtained a clearer view of the character and attributes of God, being educated by heavenly agencies, and he decided that his ideas of God’s justice and severity were exaggerated. He rejected his impressions as being the result of his weakness, ignorance, and physical infirmities, and as dishonoring to God, and with renewed faith he exclaimed, ‘This is my infirmity; but I will remember the years of the right hand of the Most High.’”

Ellen G. White · The SDA Bible Commentary, vol. 3, p. 1149

White’s phrase “he rejected his impressions” describes a deliberate act, not a passive mood lifting on its own — David actively decided his despairing feelings were an unreliable guide to God’s actual character, and chose to stop trusting them as though they were fact.

Thy Way, O God, Is In The Sanctuary

“I will remember the works of the LORD: surely I will remember thy wonders of old. I will meditate also of all thy work, and talk of thy doings. Thy way, O God, is in the sanctuary: who is so great a God as our God?”

Psalm 77:11-13

Three verbs in a row describe a deliberate mental discipline — remember, meditate, talk — the same active choice already made in verse 10, now put into a specific practice rather than left as a single resolution.

Thy Footsteps Are Not Known

“The waters saw thee, O God, the waters saw thee; they were afraid: the depths also were troubled… Thy way is in the sea, and thy path in the great waters, and thy footsteps are not known.”

Psalm 77:16, 19

The psalm reaches back to the exodus for its proof, the Red Sea crossing — but the image it lands on is deliberately mysterious rather than fully explained. God’s path went straight through the sea, and even now, the specific footprints are “not known.” The reassurance offered here is not a complete explanation, only evidence that one has existed before.

“Thou leddest thy people like a flock by the hand of Moses and Aaron.”

Psalm 77:20

The psalm ends here, abruptly, on a simple historical fact rather than a resolved emotional statement — no final declaration that all doubt is gone. The turning at verse 10 was real, but the psalm is honest enough to let that be the whole answer it actually needed.

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